There is a certain pleasure in reading the poetry of a stranger: I don’t know concretely from where she comes, why choose this place to live, and what reason commands her to continue writing poetry, from any place on this globe: from her native land, or from a dusty city, our place can feel peaceful inside truly rare moments, from the sound of a dog barking in a storm, from a gently blowing Hanoi winter and dim recollections of memories that persist– I read Claire M. Barnard poems during a short stay in Hanoi, a very strange one, and they calmed me for a while, with their simple and seemingly slow world, like the look of a black and white film’s gliding screen, I feel Claire’s slow and tender movements. (And on life’s separate paths:
I love you from the East, your long flights and gin. No— I love you from the West, your sad ocean bells) (A Woman Waits For Her Lover After Reading Too Much Pablo Neruda)
Her gentle way is one still full of sentiment, she embraces her own disquietude to carry out one small but intimate thing: regardless of where she lives, she comes back to her own private life, following the intimate ponderings in her head. This stranger writes poetry in such a simple manner as to leave her readers a whole day a little vague, scattered: one day I will wake in winter and ask if you or I dreamed the snow (Storm)
-- Nguyen Thuy Hang -- translated by Kaitlin Rees _________________________________________________________
note from the ocean women come along in the wind I am beginning to get a sense of their hair this one piles cold sand for a pillow in her heart even as she sleeps one thousand waves crumble there is moonlit grief I do not want waves are what you think one hundred chariots of grief and joy wind comes moving her hair or the other way around farther out a man steps from a boat his feet the song I have been trying to remember my whole life I was hungry where was the moon? the moon comes in later one day a man came to the edge or farther, your constellation of moods and turns your lover lifts her hand to your face like the last light I am not like a prairie at night I am hungry chapter two: I am hungry where is the moon _________________________________________________________ A Woman Waits For Her Lover After Reading Too Much Pablo Neruda I hear your plane: in galaxies of clear night, in the small, grey winds of my city. No— you are in the clouds. I can’t imagine what you’re doing. Come down, let me see if this weather suits you. The plane shakes before landing because it has begun to love you. It sighs down the runway through a tide of small regrets. You are close, amor— I hear the ice click as you surrender your drink to the attendant. In the back of the cab you smoke and stretch out like a forest. I love you from the East, your long flights and gin. No— I love you from the West, your sad ocean bells. _________________________________________________________ I. Black by ten the generators go I hold my glass in ancient darkness I reach for a girl and it is Rosie her hair a wilderness of smoke and old voices listen -- I got six pills and twenty-five silver dollars happiness like spring mud down at the pier we watch our hands shake like flowers we should call my brother you know he met a real angel he was stuck on this mountain or maybe Arizona some torn up desert road and small rocks fall from her words into the water the angel knew it was his fault but she fixed his car and gave him a hundred dollars she was pretty too I bet he stiill has that car Rosie I cannot think of angels while these pills sand down the corners of the stars but let me stay here with you on the damp black steps with the whole wandering sadness of your heart _________________________________________________________ II. Grey night fell into the water and is gone birds shuffle around waiting to deliver their lines as the morning moon looks on in a wrinkled dress Rosie the words have run out and we seem to be two empty boxcars rattling towards the sea the answer is to work in silence to lift the hour hand from the pin and lay the lonely dial aside to make love like metal parts tangled in wire until it is possible to close our eyes or speak _________________________________________________________ III. White highway 41, southbound Rosie tries to sleep in the back I like leaving two places at once I don’t mind I want a minute alone with this whiskey with dusk and its one hundred doors the day is behind us the aching jaw and there is old piano music in the low blue hills a girl who will wake and tell me of the dark grace of her dreams _________________________________________________________ storm a dog is up on the bridge alone panicked should I help it should I go out there I am tired half-naked at the window soft and useless from my house the city stretches out sharply in every direction the storm drags branches across the lake I will not go my heart wanders down into its own canyon as thunder falls around the dog like heavy stones